A Letter for the Divine

My life has always been a mystery Surrounded by darkness and shrouded by misery Thoughts attacking viciously Ripping me apart from the inside, I swear it is killing me But you can see nothing So you believe nothing If I can't prove it then it's clear I'm bluffing I'm loving the fact that it's never Serious enough unless I've started cutting This letter to me Is meant to eventually Help me with these problems I've been dwelling with deep in my mind But I wonder, Am I on my own? Are there others like me who are sitting alone? If so I'm reaching out my hand To help you get to your feet To help you all stand I want you to know that I understand I'm struggling too but I'm doing all I can I'm letting your read this letter to me To understand what keeps on getting to me Uninspired, my fire is left in the sea As am I, It is like there's no air left to breathe But this letter to me Is my next step to be free Believe in what I thought I never could be Deceiving myself, I'm deleting these reasons in this letter to me Let the pen touch the paper I'm writing these letters To make sure if I fall I fall slow like a feather So when I hit the ground I'll be able to get up And climb up again Even if I'm climbing forever At least I know that I'm doing something Fed up of days where I'm living for nothing Wiping the tears off of my dirty cushion The real me needs to be free, he is drumming I'm letting your read this letter to me To understand what keeps on getting to me Uninspired, my fire is left in the sea As am I, It is like there's no air left to breathe But if you can believe That you can relate Then this letter's to you Just switch up the name I'm telling your story as I'm telling mine We can call it our story, a letter for the divine This album was written as an escape From this prison I'm living in pain Risen again, reborn like a phoenix Only to fall all the same, I'm bored of this feeling Got my wings but can't fly I am earthbound I always put up the fight For the first round By the second, depression starts kicking my ass And I found out my wall of protection is made out of glass I've been living out reoccurring dark days Lately I can only make it halfway I try to shake it off but it's always too grandé I find I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place So I started writing letters to say It's okay We'll find a way out, There's always a way I know that you hate every sec of the day But you're not alone, never again I'm letting your read this letter to me To understand what keeps on getting to me Uninspired, my fire is left in the sea As am I, It is like there's no air left to breathe But this letter to me Is my next step to be free Believe in what I thought I never could be Deceiving myself, I'm deleting these reasons in this letter to me Let the pen touch the paper I'm writing these letters To make sure if I fall I fall slow like a feather So when I hit the ground I'll be able to get up And climb up again Even if I'm climbing forever At least I know that I'm doing something Fed up of days where I'm living for nothing Wiping the tears off of my dirty cushion The real me needs to be free, he is drumming I'm letting your read this letter to me To understand what keeps on getting to me Uninspired, my fire is left in the sea As am I, It is like there's no air left to breathe But if you can believe That you can relate Then this letter's to you Just switch up the name I'm telling your story as I'm telling mine We can call it our story, a letter for the divine