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I'm shaking trembling Struggling to settle and My head hurts, next words Help yeah I think that's necessary Give me a second like it's February My head is very crowded right now but I'm just tryna word my pain out But it doesn't work I can't explain how I am feeling I can't breathe in Turn the music down I can't fucking think Don't want to lose myself Put down my medicine It's not working I'm still hurting Turn the music down I can't fucking think When your world collapses And it burns to ashes You'll earn a casket when you're out of strength The time I've spent fighting inner wars With my inner thoughts when I simply could've been living more I thank the lord for this clarity But I'll be back to normal when I have to sleep I was a masterpiece that got crumpled up And chucked in the bin without a second look My head is messy and becomes a monster Not talking Nessi or the chupacabra In truth I want to say but I can't I wish I had more control The volumes growing where's the remote Voices chatter I can't face them Plug my ears but I can't erase them Turn the music down I can't fucking think Don't want to lose myself Put down my medicine It's not working I'm still hurting Turn the music down I can't fucking think