World Of

Into the world of boys And the thoughts that I had And I wondered if my gut was bad And it welled up in my mouth When I tried to smoke No, I tried to hope Who would want to for a day He felt the world of girls And the blur between beauties The red smiles, the flowery wiles And I don't know what she thinks And I don't really know what she'd do Do I count on myself I know no truth Now, I've thought a lot And I have decided That that kind of dirty ain't part of your mind And so is mine Because I keep wishing to be Living between the two words, always haunting me And I ask for this Cursing the puritans I'm too disgusted with you to keep reading Into the world of boys Where is the respect What do I expect For I'm blessed not to be pretty Look at those trees Satisfied or not it's time to leave I perceive A baby's blinking at me Blame your friends Origins Wait, what am I wishing upon your life How have I deemed them So perfectly cursed So perfectly confused But they are blessed to see every shade of blue in your shirts So, I'm sticking with the kids Who have loved and condemned And listened, sickened, sickened I hate them I hate them I hate you Briefly I do But more than anything I just do not understand you