DEMONZ

I have some demons and I can't escape em (I can't escape them, no) I did some things that I wasn't okay with (Wasn't okay with ‘em, no) I been so bothered to where I can't fake it I can't explain it I'm feelin jaded Wish I could lie and say it's all amazing Bitch I'm amazing But I got demons (yeah, yeah, yeah) cnd I don't really know what's goin on in my head (Goin' on in my head, yeah) cnd I don't know what's really real or what's in my head (Goin' on in my head) Why is everybody tryna get in my head? Stay away from me, I got demons I got some demons I try to keep them from seepin They sleepin My wrath got me tweakin I act without thinkin Get mad for no reason If they want smoke Then I'm practically steaming I got a problem my mental is fucked I go missing for months when I'm livid I'm different I'm hittin em up I ain't givin you love Ima give you these hands cause I don't give a f*ck Man living was rough I witnessed trauma that shit really molded me Fucked up the older me I was like 2 when my father had ghosted me Only was 5 when my stepdad was over me Beatin my mom punchin her in her ovaries I was just 7 when I witnessed murder cnd I never told, but I swear that had broken me I was round 8 when that anger got hold of me I'm so gone cnd nobody else was really down for me, it's whatever ima clap back I'm so gone, yeah Been tryna find peace in the money, stashin paper like a backpack I'm so gone When I made it niggas actin funny bout my cheddar, that's a rat trap Too far gone Come around here lookin for me that's a setup you get brrraatt brrraatt From havin no lovin to findin success cause I'm stubborn They say It's wrong I don't talk to my loved ones But f*ck that I'm not lettin go of these grudges cll these abrasions had steep repercussions I wasn't gang but the streets had me plugged in We witnessed thangs it was me and my cousins I thank my angels from keepin me from it These demons are something I have some demons and I can't escape em (I can't escape them, no) I did some things that I wasn't okay with (Wasn't okay with ‘em, no) I been so bothered to where I can't fake it I can't explain it I'm feelin jaded Wish I could lie and say it's all amazing Bitch I'm amazing But I got demons (yeah, yeah, yeah) cnd I don't really know what's goin on in my head (Goin' on in my head, yeah) cnd I don't know what's really real or what's in my head (Goin' on in my head) Why is everybody tryna get in my head? Stay away from me, I got demons I got some demons waiting to escape I don't know how much longer I can hold 'em at bay hair singed on my arms cause I'm close to the flames being dragged down by the souls sold for the fame but I'm used to the pain, use it as as aim, use it as gain, using it as a tool when I move in the game, who's in my way? who's gonna pay? you when I spray, cock back, shoot duce duce to my brain like it's pointless to try to keep hiding from demons it seems every time that I've tried it they found me like trying to speak but not making a sound it's like climbing a hill thats inside of a valley DcMN Demons have found them a home that's inside of my head, and I cannot escape they surround me they putting me down when I'm getting back up when I hide they be hunting me down like a bounty DcMN they got their EYES ON ME, no matter what I do they put the FIRE ON ME I try to repent but when I face 'em again I give in and then sin arises slowly they desire to own me, I know I can't stop it, sending me to hell in high speed rocket, chasing these dollars has got me locked in to awful thoughts I call that a false profit, I got these demons all around I can feel it in the air cnd I don't know where I'm going but I hope they're not there I need sign from above before I'm giving it up I can't keep feeling how I'm feeling cause this feelings unfair I have some demons and I can't escape em (I can't escape them, no) I did some things that I wasn't okay with (Wasn't okay with ‘em, no) I been so bothered to where I can't fake it I can't explain it I'm feelin jaded Wish I could lie and say it's all amazing Bitch I'm amazing But I got demons (yeah, yeah, yeah) cnd I don't really know what's goin on in my head (Goin' on in my head, yeah) cnd I don't know what's really real or what's in my head (Goin' on in my head) Why is everybody tryna get in my head? Stay away from me, I got demons