Lifeboat

I showed you parts of me I'd never felt safe showing before No wonder I was hysterical On your bathroom floor Wondering how I could get you to Love and respect me more After you told everyone Anything you could To hurt me and Snap my heart like wood Cut me down to less than a tree And you are still the one Who villainized me Does the victim blaming syrup Feel nice going down your throat While you keep letting that psychopath gloat Follow her around Like a desperate little goat When I jump in the river I sure hope I won't float Because when I'm drowning I know you won't send your lifeboat Because you pushed me in your Precious privileged castle's moat With no help No sorry Still no lifeboat Still no lifeboat I messed up But I admit it I'm sorry for when I did it Are you I doubt it Your three to four letter crap And its not even I loved you But then I ramble For simply being grown up Trying to explain things So you didn't give up But you can't be bothered So ride off with your followers While I die alone And deserted Does the victim blaming syrup Feel nice going down your throat While you keep letting that psychopath gloat Follow her around Like a desperate little goat When I jump in the river I sure hope I won't float Because when I'm drowning I know you won't send your lifeboat Because you pushed me in your Precious privileged castle's moat With no help No sorry Still no lifeboat Still no lifeboat I showed you parts of me I never felt safe showing before No wonder I was hysterical On your bathroom floor