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In the elevator, hit the top floor Start to think I should've probably gotten off more I know my heart is in my hand, but it's not yours grass is greener when you water on the golf course I fell off my high horse, saw a white Porsche If you don't dream, then why you looking at the sky for I don't tell no one about my battles, this is my war Here's my heart, it's a foreign car with suicide doors Had to learn what to fight for, who to fight with What to leave behind and who to stand beside with Who to vibe with, who to ride for But when I ride for, I'mma die for I ride with my dogs, I'll be the guide in the fog You can follow all my pain, it's right there in the wall I see I try to live my life like I'm not scared at all But it's okay to be weak sometimes, my therapist called Not my fault these are the highs and lows Reachingvplaces, only angels in the sky can go Now I think I understand why they fly alone I got a knack of never knowing when it's time to go But take accountability for those responsibilities Even when they killing me, even when they drilling me My back against the wall, but I live my whole life there I'm not scared at all Okay, maybe I am just a little bit I'm strong but I'm wrong and I was just a hypocrite I thought that I saw an angel for a little bit These modern day Medusa's man ain't getting thick as shit It's easy being honest man, why would I lie Can't remember the last tear that I had in my eye Maybe that's a lie but it wasn't a real one I mean the boo-hoo shit that makes you feel something Still numb, lidocaine patch on a pilgrim Real ones know, if you don't got a path you can build one I just been reflecting, tryna find perspective, damn I lost my purpose in it baby Soul too deep for the surface entertainment Don't you think I was worth consideration? Oh you think it hurts me to say it? My life changed post ego death Wings on my back, I don't need no jet One foot, two foot, big debo steps Swag strong, make a superhero sweat I guess I journeyed and powered through I never heard proud of you Or how are you, or how could you So when I say that I'm proud of me Know I been doubted too I'm bout to make another sky appear Another mountain move, move Make another sky appear Another mountain move But I been going through some things and some changes Me and my heart didn't even speak the same language That was Spanglish, Papi Chulo I'ma hit Mars in Jupiter, off to Pluto Cock-a-doodle, roosters up in the morning with me Hit it from all the right angles, call it 40, 50 There's more to my story, you gon' have to come get me Quickly, swiftly Shit, we gotta do something I mean it's not for nothing I mean it's gotta be coming right I mean I did something right So tell me I did something right