Comin' Up

I'm coming up I felt something in my head I don't feel shit in my legs I'm laying in bed Don't give a f*ck what they said Bitch I'm still poppin' these meds I'm coming up Feel like a balloon in the air When I get high I ain't scared I do not care please just take me out of here Hearing and seeing some shit that ain't there I'm coming up I got what it takes I run from my problems but can't win the race He called the police and now I got a case You can ask him how C MONEY fist taste I gave her the world but I wanted more space These bitches the same they will lie to your face F*ck you then hoe I'm going to get you replaced All of you hoes act the same anyway Homie I'm changing I switch like the weather With or without you I'm going to be better When I was younger got hit with the leather Now the belt I'm wearin' got two shiny letters I'm praying to Allah Yahweh the father Lord can you forgive me for the times that I've fallen Always answered my prayers every time I came callin' Deviated from your path but you still with me walkin' I'm coming up I felt something in my head I don't feel shit in my legs I'm laying in bed Don't give a f*ck what they said Bitch I'm still poppin' these meds I'm coming up Feel like a balloon in the air When I get high I ain't scared I do not care please just take me out of here Hearing and seeing some shit that ain't there Talk is cheap and time ain't bought You got to work with that time you got I am here till I am not My name will live my corpse will rot Don't want a throne want my own spot Not quite a spot 'cause I cannot stop More like a lane planes cannot top What I plan to do with all my thoughts I'm coming up as an artist Took it last night but I feel this mornin' Wish I could die without my family mournin' Why being sober so motherfuckin' boring Why when I look out the window its pourin' Why don't I know where the f*ck I am goin' Why are there days where I feel like I'm chosin But other days I be feelin' so broken This is some bullshit I do not got any answers Where are my answers God I been searching for answers I do not got any answers Where are my answers God I been searching for answers I do not got any answers Where are my answers God I been searching for answers I do not got any answers Where are my answers God I been searching for answers