IDKY

I don't know why Yeah yeah And I don't know why It's so hard for me to change I don't want to stay the same Maybe I'm used to the pain And I don't know why You still all in my brain Don't want to think 'bout this no more But I can't win this game And I don't know why It's so hard for me to change I don't want to stay the same Maybe I'm used to the pain And I don't know why You still all in my brain Don't want to think 'bout this no more But I can't win this game Yeah I'm a rock star Money Mixtape ain't makin' itself I got some dreams don't care if I fail Makin' the most of my life down here Never gone loose 'cause I don't play fair The ones that I pass gone prolly hate yeah Miss you much and I really hate that Never needed you but I want you here Yeah I want you here baby want you back I could text you but I wont do that You stole my heart didn't want to loose that But it's gone now and I can't look back Yeah I'll never do that shit again Got to learn from the mistakes Everybody want to be rich won't do what it takes I'm keepin' it true ain't cool with the fakes And I don't know why It's so hard for me to change I don't want to stay the same Maybe I'm used to the pain And I don't know why You still all in my brain Don't want to think 'bout this no more But I can't win this game When you put on that mask can't see yo face I told you that it's gone be ok Talk to myself in the mirror everyday I don't listen to a thing that I say yeah So stuck in my ways That's prolly why it's hard for me to change Hella trust issues I'm walkin' away Don't got no patience ain't playin' no games yeah Huh I got to watch out for myself Homie I can't even trust myself Substance abuse gone f*ck my health Calms my nerves takin' it 'cause it helps Just wanna feel calm swear I mean well I ain't really tryna be a junkie for real My anxiety gone get me killed I got to pay for these motherfuckin' bills Got to make sure I got enough for the pills If I can't get fucked I don't want to live Bad habits I got I don't want to give Reason I'm glad that I don't have a kid Cause if they ever did what I did I don't know how I would forgive Myself for teaching them all that shit Yeah I'm so lost sometimes Yeah I'm so lost sometimes Yeah And I don't know why It's so hard for me to change I don't want to stay the same Maybe I'm used to the pain And I don't know why You still all in my brain Don't want to think 'bout this no more But I can't win this game