All Things Align (feat. Kojo Trip)

Last year I admit that I felt suicidal But this year is different I'm talking to God He told me believe 'cause all Things Align I can't see the vision, I'm way out of sight He told me draw closer Same time, mama called me a joker I'm focused now Made a lot of mistakes, but I'd make you proud Butterflies take time Let me pace myself I give too much It's never enough Pour too much I'm full of love Hoping to receive But I starve too much Probably that's why I be acting up Sorry mum, finding comfort in all the wrong places got me on cloud 9 But I'm dedicated to the healing now Can't stay in this phase, I'm moving out Trip! It wasn't only bout the name calling He wasn't lookin' to the next morning He was lining up the rope It was death calling He was looking to the highs And caught himself falling If anybody would listen Then He would just pour it Who's there for us Emotionless End is near for us He was choking staring down At his Air Force His eyes opened He swore that he could hear God Humongous it was way more Not a mere force Promised to go at it all over again By any means It's whatever So we smile through the pain Anything just feel to a little sanity Views come in hues Like a racist see humanity Maybe Some day He might prolly put the fire out He's watching the embers He see 'em dying out If you hear him then you hear his soul crying out He chose life no dying now Forever lit No dying out I'm a little addicted to the mess I don't know how to put it down Keep saying I'ma quit I've been on it for a while I don't know how to drift to a safe zone I done seen how a lot of you play Snakes, snakes in the grass In the night time is when they all come alive Truth is, ghost friends are never here to stay How? I mean why? I'm facing this. I'm aging miss Why should I be like this? I'm broken ma Call my pops again like where you at? He holla back at me like what's up? I'll be home again, that's a fact I'll be home, you'd never lack (You'd never lack) Tossing and tossing around I be up in the clouds when I'm under their skin I be up in the sheets when I cry out for love Feel the tension beneath, it's the pleasure above uh My scars are big, heart is bigger Dodging bullets all my days Dem foolish ways Need a break Honestly I just need a break from reality