Lovely

Can't trust nobody don't care if they trust me Don't know nobody, nobody don't know me Back then before change never felt so lovely Now everybody plus me feel so lonely Can't trust nobody don't care if they trust me Don't know nobody, nobody don't know me Back then before change never felt so lovely Now everybody plus me feel so lonely Why you lying What do life be Said I'm trying F*ck the right thing F*ck a sitch tap out now I'm flying Been affected all my life f*ck timing There's no right way to be me ain't nobody satisfied Kinda thought that by now I would have a different life I don't feel a fucking thing you could see it in my eyes Strange days strange days had to consider suicide I smoke to package this pain up and then it never gets sent I hope it pass sooner later cuz I need food clothes and rent I thought I got high as ever but it was just a descent I thought I get by better but I ain't got nothing left My life sucks, my dreams are worse I like love, because it hurts I write stuff, it doesn't work I write stuff, it doesn't work Can't trust nobody don't care if they trust me Don't know nobody, nobody don't know me Back then before change never felt so lovely Now everybody plus me feel so lonely Can't trust nobody don't care if they trust me Don't know nobody, nobody don't know me Back then before change never felt so lovely Now everybody plus me feel so lonely I been disconnected, I done Spent a lot of time alone and I regret it I promise that I never had no bad intentions I wanna know if you had any bad intentions Cuz time is precious and I'm trying not to waste mine on battered friendships How much dying in your dreams is too much dying in your dreams And if you thinkin bout some drinks then you should pour one for me But if I do it too much then how many gon leave I only like my drink when i got it on E Is it all my fault that my life feels plain I still stayed the same I never was gon change I dont want no stress only want good strains But shit no money means i gotta feel pain I don't wanna die thinking I didn't move But I kinda wanna crash what do I got to lose Been alive 20 years and I still can't choose Kinda Wish I was in someone else's shoes Can't trust nobody don't care if they trust me Don't know nobody, nobody don't know me Back then before change never felt so lovely Now everybody plus me feel so lonely Can't trust nobody don't care if they trust me Don't know nobody, nobody don't know me Back then before change never felt so lovely Now everybody plus me feel so lonely It seems like every years a different kind of pit This ones weird I just want out of it i thought of moving different places cuz I need a switch Swear I need a fucking pill cuz I'm feeling sick I know I need a fucking therapist that shit for sure And I could use a fucking doctor everything hurts Shit I really fucking thought it couldn't get worse Swear somewhere down the road think I got cursed Can't trust nobody don't care if they trust me Don't know nobody, nobody don't know me Back then before change never felt so lovely Now everybody plus me feel so lonely Can't trust nobody don't care if they trust me Don't know nobody, nobody don't know me Back then before change never felt so lovely Now everybody plus me feel so lonely