Good Guys

Im tryna to be the good guy in every situation I'm hard on myself I can do better I'm just anxious Every move I'm over concerning and overthinking Just Last time I lost the spark ain't have the heart to fake it Multiple restaurants hotels could hardly afford it Probably because no women would ever love and accept that I'm boring I just felt you was ignoring what I felt was important and then I still called you every morning to give reassurance I left it all out on table I cried on recordings I live in regret but I felt emotion was warrant Yes our Relationship was tested you needed me I left it Purchased all your Uber eats accounts you had on Netflix Distant in some friendships give the wrong bitches attention Think it's cute that they ignore me and they mad cuz I'm against it At times I think I'm being used I mentally don't be there at all I don't wanna be disappointed I subconsciously scare them off The I don't cares is wearing off then In my head I hear I'm wrong Certain things we should've done We was young I'll admit that I was press but I never cheated on you once and if you didn't hold out on sex it likely wouldn't been as fun I'm a good guy Nobody suffer as much as good guys As I self reflect it seem these bitches fail to realize for us it's torture It's just sucks accepting less and never get rewarded Only good guys Tell me like what does attracts you I put nothing pass you Try to lend out some suggestions get nobody ask yous Ask why ain't hurry get good seats like women always a hassle Just Try make sure you was safe so I waited outside of the bathroom Told you something personal here you go using it against me How bout I don't call you Get a chance to miss me Bitches never want the guys that accept things for the way it is I wanna battle and go against the grain like I seen nahjae and tizz Leave this shit the way it's meant You shut me down no way to vent Haven't been out dating since Just me and my guys at main event Felt like I was distant I push off in case this temporarily When I expressed and really was hands on it was unnecessary Confidence withheld and buried like f*ck I look like getting married Might actually find someone if I do move on and stop being scary i get it But women force themselves on me and always got incentives The aura against us different at least acknowledge my existence or something Nobody suffer as much as good guys As I Self reflect it seem to fail these bitches realize for us it's torture It's just sucks accepting less and never get rewarded Only good guys