Whatever's Left of me (feat. 215rache)

Whatever's Left of Me All the anguish and exhaust I express myself you take it hard I wish all my biggest fears was the only thing that I came across I can try my best and die like this it don't sit well with me After school had Rell with me Both us fighting felonies I can sense the innocence in karter that I'll never be Make sure all the morals you instill you see inside your mans Your man die and you start seeing him every now and then at second glance I ran inside and I was calling San to make sure he got in You don't really want to stop growing up until you start losing friends and it's too late because xyz still want you dead wit them I been wanting money since u.i.c.s had boys to men I know niggas who had draws on toilet seats to let them rinse and spent some months inside the hole and family don't know how they been I wish Manski had a home Know I'm kind of sad they gone We don't park we put that shit in drive and leave the hazards on Niggas been lying about the hood they from at ten you had a lawn Street lights ain't coming on Took the long way when I'm bored Used to catch the sixty four I'm not happy anymore When my dad used to get home from work we'd try play gears of war Fear the ones that cross us I'm higher up I work from home so Iont get an office Well they still give an offer And I don't dive into specifics never mentioned walk-ins Trying to register for classes have a hard time trying to join it One thing me and my dawgs all got in common we all felt disappointment Gotta block out all the outer noise Live inside the moment I was never taught to nod my head Speak when I been spoken Left my bookbag in my sister class and niggas stole my tokens Whatever's left of me this is it Im too afraid to quit Because if I did I won't amount to shit Im into taking risks and making sure i do things that make sense I'm one hundred percent the person they can come to and just vent So if they got a problem I be honest even when it's tense I remember days when I ain't have no dollars only cents Inside my pocket but yet always made appearance to events But at that time I caught glimpse of how some people treat you Treat you wrong but once you doing good return and say they need you Living life I'm loyal to my family because we equal Putting on for San although you gone and while it's hard to reach you Wish that I could Call allah and tell him that I need you to give me some game and drop a bunch of hits just like the beatles But i'm surrounded by evil Life is treacherous and I don't put my trust in many people It comes and go Niggas be doing the most and that is the reason I don't come close Back then people ain't never want to hear the rapping and all the words I spoke Took shit that I said as a joke But when it all trickled down when it comes to speech and raps they invest into both Because I gave some hopes to people that I used to know Now I know in one blink of an eye a friend can turn a foe Even worst can turn a ghost See you don't even approach Stressing though it's hard to cope I rise thru all the pain at most If you ever see me slacking Im gone pick it up And if you never see me bragging just know that I did enough