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Whatever's
Yeah Whatever's left of me
At to many situations that I had no business
I only had myself
At least you had attention
I just drove to Carolina for a traffic ticket
Ms.Talibah was telling me be careful now I'm mad didn't
All these years been blood sweat and tears
All those months without a gig
Sleeping on a laundry bag nights on the floor at Eric crib
Always put my life in jeopardy I sat in cells for friends
Wonder if they'd do the same
Never know it all depends
I been trying to convince pops to get some sleep since i was a youngin'
He had told me if he could afford to take some space he would've done it
I don't take accountability for all of my decisions
Indecisive yesses list of regrets and what if I didnts
Hard to focus on myself my niggas need attention
We was nobodies because nobody acknowledged our existence
Even though I hated home
Carried no resent to them
I stop FaceTiming outside since haneef had that incident
Sometimes I would play along
Even though it's not truth
Just wanted you to know what you cared about was important to me too
Honestly I don't blame anybody for doing what's best for them
Just if I don't do it too I'm the only one who suffers at the end
If Iont take care of that
I won't be myself again
It's a certain life that I'm gone dread to you be making sense
I been doing
Doordash Postmates had me doing surveys
Feel like Nobody want to work with me that kind of hurts Chè
Working back to back 12 hour shifts today my birthday
Deep down I'm this evil guy
That got a evil side been protecting y'all at all cost the sunrise eats me alive
Circumstances had me reach people when I needed god
Feel like all the mistakes that I had made is at the forefront
Tried to make me out a quitter
And you can't force one
All these niggas took easy out and they endorse them
I done drove to Flourtown to Philly back to Horsham
San would shop at Nordstroms
I done situated the hardest outcomes and more come
From South Philly where just to be safe you ask where whores from
Careful them jeans you had front them niggas they know you wore them
waiting until the war come