Memory Lane

Uh this ain’t directed at nobody in particular Uh I just really, really need to relax & this is the best way I know how to vent you know? I’m Scrolling Through my messages like everyday I’m Rolling Through the skreets and no ones testing me I’m Floating Through my mind and no ones rescuing me I’m Scrolling, scrolling Hating my emotions What am I to do When they run deeper than the oceans Scrolling, scrolling Scared of my emotions Feeling kinda sick and they start to taste like poison Scrolling Rolling Floating I’m Hopeless, aye Scrolling Rolling Floating I’m Hopeless, aye I don’t think I’d start talking about this shit man There were days I couldn’t sleep Days I wouldn’t eat Days I’d have so much trouble falling asleep Days I’d walk up to the bridge and I would lean On the Edge Waiting for my body to leap and meet The concrete This shit pretty hard man I’m strolling down Memory Lane I numb the pain, with that Mary Jane I’m strolling down Memory Lane One day I’ll call a quits, and I’ll end this strain I’m strolling down Memory Lane I numb the pain, with that Mary Jane I’m strolling down Memory Lane It don’t feel so bad When it hits my brain This shit fucking hard bro So if you know anybody going through this fucking bullshit You need, you just fucking talk to them man Don’t say you just fucking love them If you’re not gonna show them that you love them Because actions speak a lot louder than your motherfuckin’ words you hear me? If you’re not gonna fucking show them Don’t fucking bother talking to them at all Cause this shit is fucking dark The mind is a dark fucking place I’d rather you fucking go & show them love Then you just say it & not be there for them And f*ck around have them commit suicide Or some dumb shit like that man