Like This

It's cold in my heart Like it's cold in December I'm forcing a smile Everything is just fine and I, I remember I wasn't always like this I wasn't always like I wasn't always like this I wasn't always this type of way It was sometimes that I wish that I could fly away Maybe I should die today Sometimes I lie awake cnd think about all the things I try to fake It's like I never get a break cnd I don't know how much more pain that I can take Lord forgive me for everything that i've done Everytime that I run Please have mercy on my son My shoulders they weigh a ton The older that I become The colder the world got It feel like the world stopped But I know that it's unstoppable cnd everything I do is all through you who made it possible I smile while on T.V. But it might not be the same way when you see me Just know that it's not you I had a tough day and I pray that I make it through It's cold in my heart Like it's cold in December I'm forcing a smile Everything is just fine and I, I remember I wasn't always like this I wasn't always like I wasn't always like this Thank you for this day that I pray to see Take away all this pain that you gave to me Living in this world with misery and pain Wanna get away but everyday is the same Nothing but pain Stuck in this game Just for a name searching for fortune and fame It's cold in my heart Like it's cold in December I'm forcing a smile Everything is just fine and I, I remember I wasn't always like this I wasn't always like I wasn't always like this