Epiphany (AXYZ demo mix)

(An epiphany that I used to be a much better me is unhealthy) (Take a look at me and you'll only see the epitome of someone you don't want to be) An epiphany that I used to be a much better me is unhealthy Take a look at me and you'll only see the epitome of someone you don't want to be Right Looks like I'm a lunatic from the looks that I'm getting from the general public Yet they're only getting 10% of how mental I am 'cause I'm masking it From a world where we're ignored, in a social system, flawed Apathy, we are far too bored so no surprise suicide rates soared My life's spent fighting demons I've got, tried tying up loose ends, ended in knots And lot's more unresolvable questions to an answer I forgot An epiphany that I used to be a much better me is unhealthy Take a look at me and you'll only see the epitome of someone you don't want to be There's no consoling me when the state that I'm in is controlling me, see? I need to get free but can't see any way out now they've thrown away the key To the doors of perception, I'm cell mates with my own reflection I dream of revelation to suddenly see the realisation Hollowed out, now I'm barely a husk that won't operate between dawn and dusk And I've got problems that I tell no-one because one problem is there's no-one I trust Yeah ash to ash and dust to dust, that's lust to love and love to lust 'Til it hit me like a bendy bus, an epiphany seen but seems I can't adjust An epiphany that I used to be a much better me is unhealthy Take a look at me and you'll only see the epitome of someone you don't want to be Feels like my life is stuck in a loop (It feels like) It feels like my life is stuck in a loop (It feels like) Feels like my life is stuck in a loop (It feels like) It feels like my life is stuck in a loop (It feels like) It feels like I'm living a lie like deja vu Is the point of view that I can't break through An epiphany that I used to be (Feels like my life is stuck in a loop) A much better me is unhealthy (Feels like my life is stuck in a loop) Take a look at me and you'll only see (Feels like my life is stuck in a loop) The epitome of someone you don't want to be (Feels like my life is stuck in a loop) I've been victimised by a state of mind (Feels like my life is stuck in a loop) That'll criticise anything I want to be (Feels like my life is stuck in a loop) And this point of view that I owe it to (Feels like my life is stuck) An epiphany, my epiphany So as it pertains, so shall it remain Strange, Strange, Strange