Ambivalence

Running from myself and I scream Silence no one hears This life is so unrejectable I miss love This world I live in is so dark and cold The mind is all alone And I miss love I have to speak up to you And say what I mean I serve you but What do I get in return Pale skin bleeding eyes It's not for me It's unkind I hope to find what I'm looking for I'm not blind Darkness Beauty are you hunting me So come and give me What you know You have that I want