Oh No

I know that it doesn't feel the same anymore We're doing things we never did before We're having fights that we can't afford You put the blame on yourself Oh, everything you do affects my mood You take control of my health Now I gotta pick and choose between me and you Yeah, me and myself Oh no, oh no I'll lose myself again It's not your fault, my fault Just say it's all pretend I know I promised I can do better (I'm trying to do better) It gets harder when you can't win I'm sick of looking into the mirror And spending too much time on things that I can't fix (I'm helpless) I'm helpless Don't go (don't go) I'm drunk and alone Oh no I know you're feeling like I'm in control See, I've been thinking about the time we spent Trying to fix my brain like it's a bloody mess And all I saw was roses, it's all in your head Or maybe no one answered, all you see is red Sea is red, hanging on by a thread We're sewn together, got the same breath More is less when it comes to regret I'm out my mind, yeah, I feel possessed Oh no, oh no I'll lose myself again It's not your fault, my fault Just say it's all pretend I know I promised I can do better (I'm trying to do better) It gets harder when you can't win I'm sick of looking into the mirror And spending too much time on things that I can't fix (I'm helpless)