Styrofoam

No I don't need styrofoam, or drugs to fill me up Cause I'm right where I belong, but I still fill my cup To celebrate all my mistakes, let all my problems go I'll save it for another day when I can hold my own I got all these demons in my head, they raising hell Like a devil's father, I'm not perfect, lately you can tell And I'm sick of all these fake friends, acting like it's real They won't ever change, like they threw it all into a well And I hate the fact that I care what they say, yeah I overthink way too much And no matter what I do, it won't go away, so it's hard for me to feel love But I know, that I get healthier every time I wake up Sipping on some improvement, no I don't need a chaser I'm thankful for my f**king problems, cause they give me flavor Flaws, yeah we all got em, cause it's human nature That's why everyone got vices, faded like a taper Or maybe breathing liquor, like it turned to vapor Inhale, exhale, with the stress in my lungs No I don't need styrofoam, or drugs to fill me up Cause I'm right where I belong, but I still fill my cup To celebrate all my mistakes, let all my problems go I'll save it for another day, when I can hold my own I've been dizzy inside, yeah inside of my mind I've been used to people leaving without saying goodbye I wish the demons in my head would do the same I try to lead em out, but it's something that I can't fight The only time, they won't find me Is when the devil's standing here, he's right behind me I can feel hands on my shoulders, and I know he's lying I think it's all because the cup is sitting right beside me Beside me, I can't hide, I can't hide, and I think I know why I've been looking for some trouble, yeah let's go for a ride No one can stop us, let's lose it tonight All the stuff in my system, I'm feeling alright I promise, I'm feeling alright Okay you got me, I lied No I don't need styrofoam, or drugs to fill me up Cause I'm right where I belong, but I still fill my cup To celebrate all my mistakes, let all my problems go I'll save it for another day when I can hold my own