Cry for Help

You know I been bent on so 'tryna be strong 'tryna not show weakness But I'ma just let everybody know everything that's the only way to be strong now Mmm It’s hard to break bad habits when everyone got the same one Tried to throw away my future first now I’m finally 'tryna make one My girl so beautiful I love the way she look laid up Pray to God she wake up Lord knows I need her Finally putting down the reefer I been putting life in these speakers Aye I’m so fragile treat me with care Why I feel alone when you right there Maybe it’s ‘cause your eyes closed I just wanna feel high Oh I I I don’t want no one else Oh I I I been worried ‘bout my health Feel like I I I been goin’ through Hell Oh why why why can’t anyone tell Oh I I I don’t want nothing else Oh I I I won’t put dreams on the shelf Feel like I I I been going through Hell Oh I I I I know I need help I never felt understood Momma I’m thankful you did what you could And God knows that if I die today I’m a fighter used to love it now I fight the pain I sobered up I’m still in love my girl’s my hideaway When I hear demons laughing I say there’s a brighter day Feel like I’m trapped in darkness I know I'ma find a way I refuse to lose my sanity And I would hate to take what they handing me Can you hold me down there’s no understanding me I know they know me now this what I plan to be Look at me grow my momma proud she watched me plant the seed I’m straight up out the dirt My whole life I been hurt Always knew I’d be the best teachers told me I’m the worst Pain stuck on my chest don’t want to feel no more hurt Don’t want to feel no more hurt Don’t want to feel no more Pain stuck on my chest But I always knew that I'd be the best yeah aye Oh I I I don’t want no one else Oh I I I been worried ‘bout my health Feel like I I I been goin’ through Hell Oh why why why can’t anyone tell Oh I I I don’t want nothing else Oh I I I won’t put dreams on the shelf Feel like I I I been going through Hell Oh I I I I know I need help I need help