Never Know

I know I know Sometimes I wanna song about love Sometimes I wanna sing about pain Will anybody heal my trust Feels like I’m stuck in the rain I know My heart is Ice cold I know yeah I got so much weight on my chest sometimes I can’t breathe Sometimes I can’t move but at night I still pray on my knees ‘Bout pain and things that I choose I pray I don't lose my life I pray I don’t lose my wife I already lost my mind Found it and lost it again I threw my heart in the wind She caught it and brought it right back to me Feel like life just keep passing me I hold on I stay true to myself oh yeah On my life I can’t lose Ima’ self made man If it’s me against the opposition they ain’t gotta chance But what I’m sposd’ to do when the enemies inside I’m steady searching pray I find me I’m tryna leave the past behind me I promise baby girl I’m trying To be better I gotchu and that’s forever bae You keep me sane When I hallucinate I know how anxiety feels depressed since a young age Seen way too many graves But look at this road I paved I pray I don’t miss a step I know it’s the only way The only way to change is to grow through pain I won’t ever be the same but our love will remain Sometimes I wanna song about love Sometimes I wanna sing about pain Will anybody heal my trust Feels like I’m stuck in the rain I know My heart is Ice cold I know yeah