Real Life

Aye yeah yeah I don’t feel right is this real life yeah yeah Lately I don’t feel right Is this real life When you hear this song will you tell them that I’m still alive I know I’ve done wrong I had no guidance I was ill advised I had to kill my pride Dead is how I feel inside Lately I don’t feel right Is this real life When you hear this song will you tell them that I’m still alive I know I’ve done wrong I had no guidance I was ill advised I had to kill my pride Dead is how I feel inside yeah Suicidal thoughts I’m just tryin’ to get rid of this pain You see the fight I’ve fought I turn every loss to gain My Lois Lane by my side still married to the game I got too many chains wrapped around my mind they’re squeezing ‘til I break Lord knows I need a break I repent for my evil ways Might not have seen today Forgive me Lord that heat gon’ stay Right there around my waist aye I got a deuce deuce in my shoe too Ain’t one to play aye I still act the same aye Back to my old ways my bag up Big body can’t back up I’m swerving through two lanes got three hundred on my dashboard You know this ain’t a raf aye I still stay in space with stars around move at my pace My heart don’t pound my heart won’t break Lately I don’t feel right Is this real life When you hear this song will you tell them that I’m still alive I know I’ve done wrong I had no guidance I was ill advised I had to kill my pride Dead is how I feel inside Lately I don’t feel right Is this real life When you hear this song will you tell them that I’m still alive I know I’ve done wrong I had no guidance I was ill advised I had to kill my pride Dead is how I feel inside yeah I’m dead inside head spinning on lonely nights Bae please hold me tight I chose this life I’m chose to fight I got a soldier’s mind Handle business overtime Is how I work I’m just too hurt my head I hold it high though They say I’ll make it I know it demons like Hell if I know If you seek you'll find hope To make it out is my goal Letting go of anything and everything that’s out of my control To make it out is my goal Lately I don’t feel right Is this real life When you hear this song will you tell them that I’m still alive I know I’ve done wrong I had no guidance I was ill advised I had to kill my pride Dead is how I feel inside Lately I don’t feel right Is this real life When you hear this song will you tell them that I’m still alive I know I’ve done wrong I had no guidance I was ill advised I had to kill my pride Dead is how I feel inside