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Woke up in the morning it’s a blessing But my momma still stressing And the world at armageddon So I’m lookin up at heaven Like can you take a second can I visit for a minute I just need a break from situations that I been in Sometimes I wonder why I hate the way we still living I had good intentions but they mixed bad guidance Searching for pleasure but all I find is pain violence And all my teachers ask is if I finished my assignment And I be looking at them like don’t know where the time went Seems like yesterday day we would play during recess Must've lost my way in a game with no reset life filled with regret Some things I haven’t seen yet But past lives haunt my present mind All the time Know it flies but I haven’t found my wings yet So I follow from behind Still don’t know where I’m going but, can somebody tell me why Why I try so hard how I come so far but still Still feel the same way I still Still feel the same pain Still feel like things ain’t never gone change Why I try so hard how I come so far but still Still feel the same way I still Still feel the same pain Still feel like things ain’t never gone change I still feel like I ain’t living Trapped in a dilemma Hope I make the right decision Blinded by my faith only God as my witness Third eye visions I’ve been having premonitions Of the the whole team winning I wasn’t put here to fit in I’m here to make a change Sacrifice my life for the world to gain R.I.P. the lamb slain Devil on a rampage White chalk on the pavement Come from where you see a body drop but never will you right a statement My aim is impeccable I’m dangerous Cock back Put nine in your six pack Reload then relapse Smoke one then kickback My mental state gone Only thing I’m speaking to is my cell phone Siri do you hear me I got some problems need your help Clearly Who I love dearly Can’t solve them I’m knee deep in hell I’m knee deep in hell Why I try so hard how I come so far but still Still feel the same way I still Still feel the same pain Still feel like things ain’t never gone change Why I try so hard how I come so far but still Still feel the same way I still Still feel the same pain Still feel like things ain’t never gone change I’m still feel like I’m on the run Still feel like I’m standing right in front of the gun Staring at the trigger like I pray he don’t pull it All my life I’ve been Ali’n bullets Off to the races when I heard the first shot Couldn’t see the finish line but I wouldn’t stop Now I see it in the distance I won’t let my legs give in To the pain Each step is another loss gained Think about it You gotta lose some to gain some The sun shine when the rain come Silence will save ya Don’t fall to anger Sometimes you put your pride down just to stay up Stay above ground when they try and put you under Hopefully now you got the message I awoke you out your slumber I hunger For better days but I’m glad we got each other Appreciate my family appreciate my loved ones There’s an understanding if you love you won’t judge em You reach out and speak out It’s your turn to teach now But meanwhile don’t forget to learn about yourself Everybody everywhere needs a little help Somebody somewhere feels what you felt Everybody everywhere needs a little help Somebody somewhere feels what you felt Don’t forget to learn about yourself Why I try so hard how I come so far but still Still feel the same way I still Still feel the same pain Still feel like things ain’t never gone change Why I try so hard how I come so far but still Still feel the same way I still Still feel the same pain Still feel like things ain’t never gone change