Uncharted Land

Mmmm I been feeling so much pain I’m feeling paralyzed And right now I’m all alone that’s why I’m terrified I ain’t ever show weakness but I think now it’s time And even if it’s not I ain’t gotta choice I put the weed down It’s time to raise my voice I wanna scream I wanna yell but I keep it inside I wanna tell you how I feel but I hate when you cry I’m supposed to be strong for you but still be open too This is uncharted land what am I supposed to do Besides figure it out all by my lonely That’s always how it’s been I ain’t have no one to show me A better way of living or how to cope with the pain I’m just doing my best doing my best to stay sane Right now I feel like only the music really gets me I know they say love me but right now ain’t no one with me I know they say love me but right now ain’t no one with me haha I think it’s funny how my mind think It’s crazy how healing and pain is what time bring Lately I been staring into mirrors 'tryna find me But I just seem to keep my eyes on what’s behind me What’s behind me I’m paranoid I know I been trippin' Slipping I’m losing my grip On who I was not who I am I gotta be a better man So I open my hands And the watch the old me slip away Feel like the only thing that knows me is the pain Watch the old me slip away Feel like the only thing that knows me is the pain And it’s so sad Aye aye Is the pain They say they believe in me but I don’t believe it Are you lying Are you lying mmm They told me they love me but they don’t know the meaning I’m crying I’m crying yeah They say they look out for me I still haven’t seen it Am I blind Am I blind They told they’d ride for me ain’t no tires squeaking Will you ride Will you ride for me Will you ride for me ‘Til I’m old and grey Would you follow me Trust I know the way Ain’t easy but it’s gon' be worth it Please keep me know I won’t be perfect I can’t help it my hearts broken and my pain run deep Tired of ground zero should I stay one deep I’m tired of being lonely I’m tired of hearing them say that they all love me They say they believe in me but I don’t believe it Are you lying Are you lying mmm They told me they love me but they don’t know the meaning I’m crying I’m crying yeah They say they look out for me I still haven’t seen it Am I blind Am I blind They told they’d ride for me ain’t no tires squeaking Will you ride Will you ride for me