Painful Life

Timmy on the track Zane 98 I open my eyes, middle of the night Praying to God for better life Can't go back where I used to sleep Can't go back where I used to trip Let them hate they will miss when I'm gone Let them snitch, they will cry when I'm locked up Can't go back where I used to base Ya all think I'm good for nun Don't replace me for that nigga Don't change me for anyone Don't replace me for that nigga Don't change me for anyone Damn, I'm a gangster, I ain't gang banger F*ck snitch, can't snitch, on my homies Even tho we got problems, sometimes find our way to solve it We ain't snitch ourselves, can't go, and depend on my mom Now I'm grown, see the change, gotta find my way Either good or bad, I'm a man now Dear Lord, help me out Pussy nigga, try and bring a nigga down They won't stop, till they bring nigga down Won't stop praying until I see them in the grave Won't stop praying till I see them in the grave Ain't got time to chill wit my friends I wanna be alone by myself Wit no one see my city, bashin me See my niggas covering me Many bitches wanna f*ck with me Many bitches wanna f*ck with me Ain't f*ck wit them, in doors, wit my man Skinny told me, man you gifted Put God first, I swear, you gon' reach the top I'm from nun, can't die broke Looking forward to riches, for my lil ones For my lil ones They can't suffer the way I did I open my eyes, middle of the night Praying to God for better life Can't go back where I used to sleep Can't go back where I used to trip Let them hate they will miss when I'm gone Let them snitch, they will cry when I'm locked up Can't go back where I used to base Ya all think I'm good for nun Don't replace me for that nigga Don't change me for anyone Don't replace me for that nigga Don't change me for anyone Don't change me, for anyone Lot of memories in my head Miss my niggas dead and gon' Miss my auntie rest in peace Miss my grandpa, didn't see me grown What did I do to deserve this shit I'm too young to feel this pain My dad getting old, my mom getting old Still get nun to take over Saw my mom crying, when they luck my uncle For so long he's stuck in that cage, tryna understand Money over everything, still in for defending himself They killed a lot of us, nobody give a damn bout that shit, they ain't give a damn bout that A man defend himself goin life, what a fucking justice is that I open my eyes, middle of the night Praying to God for better life Can't go back where I used to sleep Can't go back where I used to trip Let them hate they will miss when I'm gone Let them snitch, they will cry when I'm locked up Can't go back where I used to base Ya all think I'm good for nun Don't replace me for that nigga Don't change me for anyone Don't replace me for that nigga Don't change me for anyone