JC (feat. Keagan)

Yo Look We were only 18 when we met Couple kids with big dreams Had to figure out a couple things See we barely knew each other but it seemed Judging by your energy that one day I’d be down on one knee Unfortunately that happiness was short lived You were loyal told me that you had a boyfriend I said oh shit really how long But didn’t really care I knew that soon he would be gone Off to college, giving you some time to weight your other options So we kept the conversation popping We’d go to the mall lookin round window shopping In and out of stores you prolly ain’t think nothing bout it Normal college shit but I was writing lists So I could get a better sense of everything to get When I would make you mine Ain’t have a blueprint but getting close was by design I had to take some time to shoot my shot Then I finally put my pride to the side, but you declined I was like damn When I asked why you said we better off as friends But couldn’t bear to see you hanging with another man So I replied, babygirl All I need is one chance to give you the world And show you the pearls and all the diamonds Fine dining late night wine grindin’ I’m tryna make you mine baby Feels like I’m Julius Caesar I try so hard To be a keeper Waited so long Truly a pleaser Felt it so strong What I see as helpful you see as dreadful It’s our fate, why wait yea yea Fast forward bout 10 months later We were going strong everclear no chaser But I was chasing demons I was tryna fight it I fell complacent with my dreams of the limelight so I blamed you Knowing it was me the whole time Wasn’t on my grind every day was giving signs That I wasn’t fire as I once seemed Unfulfilled like a nigga needed protein I fell in fear that the devil was approaching Now I’m praying God please do not desert me Make my Will strong got my Jada hurting C.Will got a girl he’s undeserving of I wasn’t worthy cuz I shoulda showed you love and all the kisses and hugs And back rubs that you see up on the TV huh Well, I gotta say that’s kinda greedy of me To not be the man that you perceived I was But the past has passed so what’s next tho I’m jumping deep in these verses I’m hitting breath strokes Sorta like you jokers that’s up on the next hoe With a lady at home she’d ride or die for you And all the time she devotes You keep on blowing her by like she some weed smoke I’m tryna speak out my mind I’m giving keynotes But if it isn’t for love then what your heart bleed for, Damn Feels like I’m Julius Caesar I try so hard To be a keeper Waited so long Truly a pleaser Felt it so strong What I see as helpful you see as dreadful It’s our fate, why wait yea