Distract

What a fucking waste of time That show was just awful I could feel that shit corrode my mind But I'm not at fault, no Listen, when I sit down, I expect to be Fucking entertained But you fucked up now And I can't use your damn show as a means of escape No- I'm not tryna talk about my shit Listen- Man- I just wanna be honest Your program made me feel really bad And I don't watch programs for that And I'm not gonna admit that it's my shit that I'm tryna run away from, no. I'm just tryna say that I'm upset that I didn't forget all my problems, oh Isn't that the whole fucking point, that I can just watch and abandon the noise Abandon the inner sanctums of my mind, where I hide all my worries and regrets in life F*ck! Man, no- I'm losing my shit. Like- I'm boutta lose sleep over this I'm finding myself getting fucking depressed And now I'm upset, I'm stressed, I'm a mess So how am I gonna look you in the eyes When I feel I've made a waste of my life And while I'm upset, I'm not that surprised Cuz I sat and watched all my chances slip by Honestly it hurts to admit, and owning up breaks my heart What if I find out I was just scared of failing so much that I didn't start? But I could just distract myself I could simply choose to ignore the things that cause me pain Can I just distract myself? Blind myself from problems, cross my fingers that they'll go away I could just-