Fall

I want to fall in love I'm jealous of those other guys With girlfriends who are really really nice Ayy I'm a little awkward but I got a lot to give Maybe we can start a family with like 20 kids Haha But honestly, Can I be a little serious? I want someone to come along And show me what love really is Are we just here together Cuz we're really close And maybe my real soulmate Is out living on the coast? ohh Are we just doomed to love Those in close proximity And hope to god that there might be A hint of some good chemistry And yet I'm not even sure if it's really worth it What if our relationships like "master" and "servant"? And then both of us end up suffering- Fading off into nothingness, Passive aggressive comments lead into full blown arguments —Scares the shit out of me, yeah-- I'm being honest I'm astonished, it's ironic how we promise to be flawless When we're all really messed up, and we need someone to help But the two of us are really just both in it for ourselves We’re just— lonely and greedy, really selfish, really needy Even constant validation leaves us feeling uneasy And then we just keep on borrowing happiness from our partner And the two of you are stuck until the other’s departure —Maybe that's not really love. Maybe that's just something else I refuse to think that love is taken from somebody else But I still wanna fall in love I just wanna fall in love I just wanna fall in love I just wanna