how i got so frozen

In the winter coldest blues In my head they whisper you In my shoes take a step or two Trip the way you made me over you (Over you) And your issues (And your issues) I'm the only one who sees through Your facade that still bleeds too Either way (Either way) You chose to pay (You chose to pay) For the decisions you've made You can cancel our dates So don't you run back when I'm home (If I'm coming back) Spend my money on the dro (On the numbing pack) Body so cold don't know how I got so frozen Just leave me alone and forget What I said (And forget) You won't miss me never yet (Never yet) Remember back when she would kiss me so slowly If you got to know me more maybe you'd see So don't you run back when I'm home (See) Spend my money on the dro (Differently) Body so cold don't know how I got so frozen Just leave me alone and forget What I said (Me) You won't miss me never yet (Oh how you hurt me) Remember back when she would kiss me so slowly If you got to know me more maybe You'd see I know that you're clever And you wouldn't pick me, never But I shouldn't want you either You're a natural born deceiver If she with you, you can keep her I'll stay watching from the bleachers My money tall It gon' be a million Yeah one day Imma make a killing (One day imma make a killing) My money tall It gon' be a million Yeah one day Imma make a killin No I don't know what to do without intoxicants and parties That's what's hardest Yeah the hardest A thousand miles away is pretty far and that's what's hardest I know I don't know what to do without intoxicants and parties Count some bills Then deposit those Red lipstick And the darkest Rose Bloodline drip How it run down my neck I been in the club Runnin' it up on four, hi-techs Play 'em for fun How I win when I rest Imma get that Louis V And Vlone tee my chest Imma turn into a fiend And guarantee my death Imma rot away my soul And place a couple bets I might try to sell my soul for nothing But it's worth a little less I know that you're clever And you wouldn't pick me, never So don't you run back when I'm home (If I'm coming back) Spend my money on the dro (On the numbing pack) Body so cold don't know how I got so frozen Just leave me alone and forget What I said (And forget) You won't miss me never yet (Never yet) Remember back when she would kiss me so slowly If you got to know me more maybe you'd see See Differently (Why can't you?) See, see Why're you repenting (Why are you?) Me, me Oh, how you hurt me Forever permanently My soul will stay lurking In the winter coldest blues In my head they whisper you In my shoes take a step or two Trip the way you made me over you And your issues I'm the only one who sees through Your facade that still bleeds too