Cant See

Can't see the tears coming down my eyes So I had to make the song cry Can't see the tears storming down my life So I got to make the song cry You saved me the years but I still want try Hella toxic and my soul tired This what I feared and I don't know why I let it rock for such a long time Lil shawty had me feining Had me in and out the pussy Every evening Shawty came up on my heart Like she was thieving My prayers answered Gave me something to believe in For a minute thought I was dreaming Stormy horizon told me Shit ain't what it's seeming Cause my reality stopped gleaming It was tearing at the seams And it was clear That she had trauma she got demons Had Too many arguments got tired of diffusing Any problems come up Always thought up a solution But you caught up in your drama Guess it's mutually exclusive On my mama all the dollars That I spent on you confusing Mad Ungrateful got me feeling foolish I Never thought That you would pull this Manipulative, gaslighter, said I'm abusive You playing with my name And that ain't how we do shit Nah Can't see the tears coming down my eyes So I had to make the song cry Can't see the tears storming down my life So I gotta make the song cry You saved me the years but I still want try Hella toxic and my soul tired This what I feared and I don't know why I let it rock for such a long time Said all you ever really wanted was my time Couldn't take what I could give And started falling out of line Which is crazy cause you knew How I was always on the grind Trying to build a better future Guess our goals were not aligned And that's fine My patience was a virtue not a crime And despite all of our differences To nurture you I tried I mourn for our relationship but knew That it had died When I told you that I loved you Wouldn't look me in the eyes Flipping through my messages With homies and would find That they wasn't fucking with you And the moments I was tried But what's really fucking with you Was the way that I replied I didn't really defend you girl But what you did was slime Gave you access my devices So you'd find a better grind But your actions were divisive When enticed through measured wine The fact is no delight in what I write In measured time My reactions what I'm guiding Through my rhymes I lettered mine I Can't see the tears coming down my eyes So I had to make the song cry (Talk to'em) Can't see the tears storming down my life So I gotta make the song cry (Talk to'em) You saved me the years but I still want try Hella toxic and my soul tired This what I feared and I don't know why I let it rock for such a long time Lil shawty had me feining Had me in and out the pussy Every evening Shawty came up on my heart Like she was thieving My prayers answered Gave me something to believe in