I Admit It

You really got me trippin I followed my heart instead of my head, why didn't I listen? I still be tryna find love when my heart still need some fixin I knew better, but I couldn't figure out your intentions I admit it, I ain't really care, cause I just wanted attention I admit it, I fell in love with you with every sentence I admit it You got me trippin I thought it was love, but it really was hurt You wanted me last, but I wanted you first My mama been mad, I stopped going to church Lord can you forgive me, I'm really just hurt I'm new to these feelings, I don't know how they work Took a good look inside, I started to search Started looking at you, like is this really what's worth? Tired of being tired, I think that's how I'm wired Girls who don't love me back, I think I just admire I be praying cause the devil working hard inside my mind And I really wanna kill myself, but I know it's not my time And I really think it's selfish if I leave my mama crying Asking"Lord why, why you take my son, why?" That's some really deep shit, but that's what I got inside my mind People really don't know this the late night shit that got me crying Realized people only care when you shine Realized people only care when you got diamonds F*ck it, you ain't one of mine F*ck it I'd rather be lonely and stay silent This love shit really politics, give a f*ck about Joe Biden Girl I really like you, don't give a f*ck about your body I genuinely care, why the f*ck you keep posting your body? You must wanna die young, give a f*ck about no Roddy I should've been fucking with other bitches, I'm not sorry But I also know it'll be a whole lot of red like Playboi Carti F*ck it