Land of Departure

Scared to die but there's no other way to go The worst feeling's when you feeling all alone I've felt alone my whole damn life Something bout the silence it just feels so right I'm finna go back home I'm bouta make things right I'm finna pack up my bags I'm bouta hit the road Feeling like they don't love me no more That's just fine I'm walking out the door My own pops he forgot my birthday That's cool it got me wide awake I've already made enough mistakes Living in the past oh I'd love to stay But this nigga he got shit to do Looking from above I got that bird's eye view If you knew what I knew how would handle it If you been through what I've been could stand it I really doubt it 'cause I'm barley standing While these people getting famous off that Tik Tok dancing I'm a runaway like Dakota Fanning I feel abandoned left all by my lonely Niggas acting phony really thought you was homie Talk behind my back just like a bitch you can blow me But I'm used to it they always let me down Niggas acting funny like a bunch of fucking clowns I feel in my bones Thoughts I never told This that creepy feeling going up and down ya throat (pause) You never speak, you never said goodbye Writing these letters here goes my try Here is the pie cooked with surprise Filled with them lies that's hid by disguise Treasuring memories whatever left for me Is it the end of me? Can I find my destiny? Niggas always talking bout C2cammy Can I get a dollar fool? What about your family? I'm tryna make it, nobody can stop me Still with my friends that hold down and watch me Now I'm 23 with a little more green Finally figured out shit ain't really what it seem Told Master P keep mixing up the beats They tried to lock me out, forgot I had the key Attention please Is this thing on? Approaching the destination we on Mars Reach for the stars Ain't close but far Flying through space hope you pick up this call Please watch ya step while you get out the ride Don't go to far it's so dangerous outside Voyage too long What about mom? Bills overdue and so are the cards Attention please, It's captain Sol Enjoy your trip, but don't go get probed Reach for the stars Ain't close but far Flying through space hope you pick up this call Take in the sights Get you some pics Family's at home and I know you are missed Bringing some gifts, don't throw a fit After this trip I'll go buy you some kicks