March 28th

I swear this shit never gets any easier I always wanted to be you cuz you were breezier I curse the day that them niggas took you away from me I smile alot but inside nothing's ever really sunny But I still press on because I'm God's son That nigga lost his brother though, now look what God's done I like to think about you like every day From the time I wake up till I lay down and I pray And. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you Wish I could your face again so I could kiss you Lately I been thinking how I'm takin everything inside this planet Especially family for granted So I'm 10 toes down, my feet planted Till I get my family up out the Granite So now i'm lookin up to you Somewhere beyond the Big Blue You know what it do Just hoping I don't get lost in transit Where the racks at And if we talkin work then where the packs at You know how it go Zip that, chop that, bag that, wrap that Hit the store, then we gone, go home, switch cars then we double back I know we never got to have a one on one But we should talk the issue out till it's fuckin done Now I don't know if you feel like nobody love you I spent a good chunk of my life feelin like that too Feelin, neglected by mama Don't come with that drama Thats a bunch of stupid Spit and I ain't talkin bout no llama I'm really happy for you and your baby tho And I'm excited cuz i see that you been growing yo I ain't mad at ya it's all love over here You wont never have to question if my love is sincere And by the way I respect your mentality Reppin for the low life never that financially Still shittin on the competition, f*ck a opp position Bitch I stay lit cuz i got a mission And when I come up I want you right there by my side Cuz my sis a real one she always down to ride Look I ain't got no time to shuck and jive I'm fuckin happy that I have you in my life Don't let anything discourage you, stay 100 have some courage, cuz i know that one day we gon be alright Look I know we never really got to talk much But I feel connected to you thru my niece and such If you ever hear this man I just want you to know I've always looked up to you cuz you my only big bro Its hurtin me searchin my mind for these rhymes Wish you were there during simpler times Back n forth in n out doin that time But that shit expected when you commit crime Honestly i don't know what I should to say to you Put it in the hands of the one i'm prayin to We all go thru shit I just hope that you make it thru Make it through Its never too late to begin anew But never let them niggas get to you Just do what you do and keep pushin thru Push through Always down to rumble In the concrete jungle See yo soul niggas cant hinder it Homies ridin dirty Always keep a .30 In the lolo, power steerin it All about yo chips Never been one for relationships Real nigga always been with the shits Motto been f*ck a bitch These words of encouragement, hope that you hearing it