Breakdown

Summertime, tryna catch a dub, we gettin' fucked up Start the day, wake up then we grub, go and get some sun At the beach, Ced just hit a dub, now the night's begun And we trashed, so we hittin' TRH, that's our type of club And it's lit, right when we pull up, backflip while I'm drunk But this bitch, walk right under me, now I'm drippin' blood Gettin' home, at like 4am, lil bro patch me up Yeah, yeah I really did a backflip on the dancefloor This girl walks right underneath me Trips me up, I split my chin open Gushing blood, 4am my little brother's shoving gauze in my face The next morning I wake up Momma seen her oldest son, wake up and walk in the kitchen The last time was a black eye, the time before a tooth was missin' This morning my chin is split n', momma's gettin' rly pissed n' I just laugh it off and tell her chill out momma I'm just livin' Dancin' with the devil, I be chasin' that adrenaline Livin' my life on the edge is like my fuckin medicine Wakeboarding in Deux-Montagnes, or snowboard in the Laurentians Turnin' up with my homies and smokin' on the sedative I don't really want to live like normal Act all formal, won't conform no I don't really want to live like normal Act all formal, won't conform no I don't really want to live like normal Act all formal, won't conform no I don't really want to live like normal Act all formal, won't conform no I'm just tryna be myself I don't need no help School for me was like Hell, sittin' in a cell I ain't in this for the wealth, more like for my health Nearly made me kill my- F*ck. Yo hold up, hold up It's my mom, Imma let it run to voicemail The customer: "Caleb 47" is currently unavailable Leave a message at the tone Hey son, it's mum Can you please call me or text me or something? It's been a few days now since I've heard from you You know you're out drinking every night and I just want to know you're safe Maybe it's time you start thinking about getting back to school Or getting a real job? You can't be a bartender for the rest of your life Anyways, please call me Love you And yes I know that you're just trying to look out for me, ma But I need space so I can grow up and grow out you see, ma Worried about my future but you are about to see, ma I know you want my ass in school, they got it out for me, ma And anything I wanna do I'll do without degree, ma And things ain't the same anymore, this ain't 2003, ma I know you stressing, but you gotta stop the doubtin' me, ma I'm chasin' passion while these rappers chasin' clout ya see, ma Mama I knew from the start This music been in my heart Grade 1 to 5 I got rejected from the talent show And in grade 6 I sang thanks for the memories and I got the part I worked harder and that'll show You that no matter what it takes I'm gonna do it dude I'm smokin' while I'm writin', Imma be the best I'll prove it too Mom's against the weed I'm always worried bout her snooping through So I make sure to hide my stash right next to Frozone's super suit So I'm tryna move out to my own place now Feel the sun beatin' on my face now Momma's gonna say wow, son go and be great now Watchin' me grow up she trying not to have a breakdown I said I'm tryna move out to my own place now Feel the sun beatin' on my face now Momma's gonna say wow, son go and be great now Watchin' me grow up she trying not to have a breakdown Watchin me grow up she trying not to, not to breakdown Tryin not to have a breakdown And when she had me momma had to give up everything though My father left before he even had a wedding ring yo But she still tried to get me all the things I wanted Always that shit for granted, even today she bumps every single And even though we butt heads, you know the love is still there I do the things that you dread, but I know that you still care I didn't sleep in my bed, and I never told you where But momma please do not stress, I've got my wings in the air And we, want to thank you For all you do But now you need To give me room And we, want to thank you For all you do But now you need To give me room And we, want to thank you For all you do But now you need To give me room (Thank you, for all you do) (But now you need, to give me room)