Self Reflection

I been self reflecting clways room for improvement but never find perfection & I'm aware of my problems it's time that I address em To let go and release it I give you my confessions I was comparing my success I didn't count my blessings That shit had me stressing I thought money ah make me happy now I got a lil money and still feel rejected My insecurities had made me overly possessive I shouldn't trip bout how my shorty dressing Cause that's my shorty and not my possession I came a long way I know she proud of my progression Baby it's ok if you wanna feel sexy She sexy for her I ain't get that concept cause I was messing with birds But I'm grateful for all experiences you live and you learn But it left me with some traumas I be feeling discouraged Had me lacking my confidence looking for reassurance Please don't take my triggers and my traumas personally I was in denial lying bout em perjury Finally came terms took accountability Now the universe can finally start to work for me Had trouble with my identity cin't know if I wanted to be in the streets or industry Was with the wrong crowd picking up on that energy & half the shit I did for them they wouldn't of did for me I'm good on the outside but hurt internally I been burnt so many times to the third degree If you listening learn from me Everybody ain't yo friend, everybody don't wanna see you succeed I got bit by some snakes & got drained by a leech But bounced back on my feet and still i ain't missed a beat I start to f*ck with those who genuinely fuckin with me Grateful for what I got now it ain't nothing out of my reach Preach I seen it all, done it all, came and got toxic cbusing alcohol to cope with pain like my father But he ain't one to blame cause I got my own problems Every 2 days was throwing back a whole bottle I can't just hide behind the Julio I gotta face it I'm 5 months sober got damn I feel amazing I'm losing my anxiety ain't take no medication Just a lot of reading, self reflection, healing, meditations cye, Wuu feel like a new person Wouldn't feel this way if I ain't forgive the people who hurt me Now I'm on this new journey Shoutout Margaret Lee & Magi Camaj my 2 attorneys I'm prepared if these labels think that they gone do me dirty The ones that curved me I ain't mad it's adding to the story Cause when you know that God got you, you got less worries I got the squad on my back I feel like Steph Curry & the squad got my back cause I'm the best working