New Habits

Building new habits, I'm not the same Finding what I like, relying on myself to keep me sane Used to not give a f*ck, putting poison in my brain Blinded with past trauma, scared of the change Got to experience real life, hope it wasn't a phase Living in the moment, navigating the the maze Working on my health, give a f*ck what they say Don't need any validation from them anyway Focused on me right now If I started sooner, would've made it by now But my time is coming, getting love from my hometown Never switched up how I was, 10 toes down Still in my sweats, I'm cozy Moving with love, nothing I can overcome I'm putting on the gloves Chilling with a bad bitch from the west side Nobody knows what I felt when I lost home The tears roll down on its own Not knowing what's going on with me Keep my head high in time ain't shit bothers me Never thought this would be my life Didn't give up, chose not to die, I'm fine Bright lights, good vibes, sometimes I miss all the signs Being present I'm loving my life More to this world than your own lies, don't hide In time, you'll find Your way out from your mind Don't give up, you'll be fine Gotta take it one step at a time