T.H.U.G (21 & Over)

Reasons to live, give. Reasons to die. The hate you give, the hate you give Reasons to live, give. Reasons to die. The hate you give, the hate you give They say I'm a closed book so let me read chapter one for you I ammo start off by saying I love my dad, even though he gave me these trust issues He ain't a bad father but he never treated my mother right Don't really know why, but these flashbacks make me feel like I'm Hulk The shit he put me through, broke me, but it made me a better man I don't blame him for what it did, he taught me how a woman should never be treated Let me page on to chapter two, I'm starting to get emotional Now this chapter of my life, I don't like paging through This was the saddest moments in my life I was in love with a ticking time bomb I wish she could've left her 13 reasons why Maybe I wouldn't carry this heavy burden in my heart like it's my fault Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do Give me strength to leave my 13 reasons why If my time comes, if my time comes, if my time comes Reasons to live, give reasons to die The hate you give, the hate you give Reasons to live, give reasons to die The hate you give, the hate you give They say I'm a closed book so let me read chapter three for you This was the lowest point in my life A day wouldn't pass without me breaking down I had a smile on my face and a bleeding heart I had this small voice inside that was screaming for help It takes another broken heart to be able to see my bleeding heart Ain't saying I regret what I went through I'm actually glad, cause it taught me the difference between someone who would die for you and someone who would live for you Pops told me, nigga pray He ain't playing cause the devil is a lie You better pray Chapter four Now this chapter of my life, messed up my mental health I fell in love in 2019 to perfect to be true Didn't end well for both of us 2020, left me traumatized My uncle lost his life He got shot in cold blood All I'm thinking is revenge An eye for an eye An eye for an eye Reasons to live, give reasons to die The hate you give, the hate you give Reasons to live, give reasons to die The hate you give, the hate you give Reasons to live, give reasons to die The hate you give, the hate you give Reasons to live, give reasons to die The hate you give, the hate you give They say I'm a closed book I'll see you in the next chapter