Lying to Myself

Oh, I know it's hard to grow Since you've been gone, can't find my soul You don't have to tell me that you're right cuz I know I've been tired of telling lies, make my nose grow I've been lying to myself I've been trying to keep it cool, but you see right through my lense I just crashed my car, but I'm glad I'm not dead No, I can't see straight. Need your help right now I've been drinking way too much just to slow me down I fold at your touch, I can't keep it cool No matter what you said, you know I forgive you No matter what you did, you know that I did it too Know we got a lot of problems I don't wanna get into I've been so jaded I know this I don't want your love cuz I've already been through this Can you see me now? I've been changing, need to grow Saw my life flash before my eyes, thank God for my soul I would walk a thousand miles if it means just to see you I've been seeing things off the drank, now the bottle see through Empty my cup and I pretend that you're right near me It's still wearing me down, oooh I'm so weary Take my time, I tried but I can't stop Speak in tongues, I tried but I still lost you Oh, I know it's hard to grow Since you've been gone, can't find my soul You don't have to tell me that you're right cuz I know I've been tired of telling lies, make my nose grow I've been lying to myself I've been trying to keep it cool, but you see right through my lense I just crashed my car, but I'm glad I'm not dead No, I can't see straight. Need your help right now I've been drinking way too much just to slow me down (Just to slow me down) (I've been drinking way too much to slow me down) (Just to slow me down)