Evelyn Avenue

I can't explain how my life hasn't changed Since I neglected all my self respect and I'm not doing great so I'll find a new way To knock my stress down when I'm feeling stressed out I think it's starting again My life feels like a wreck I just wanna run away And get back on the path that helps me Learn from my mistakes It's such a pain I contemplate why I even Got here in the first place The times have changed since 2017 Can we just take it all in for a second And imagine who's in power of our Emotional state that keeps us awake Through those harder lonely days (I'm not afraid of the future) (So stop making excuses) (I'm not afraid of the future) (You gotta stop making excuses) Break down the walls That I've built up I'm overcome With so much blood On my hands Just pick up the phone I'll let you know That I can't take it But things are never getting better When we stop putting in the effort I can't explain how my life hasn't changed Since I neglected all my self respect and I'm not doing great so I'll find a new way To knock my stress down when I'm feeling stressed out