Cut Me Open

I don't know why but I feel high Sorry for my Lack of interaction I'm just shy I could explain but i don't know I should just lie Its in my head but it's a feeling I don't like Its in my head but it's a feeling i don't like This life's a dream I wish I'd just wake up To live forever's not the dream I'm dreaming of The thought of dyings like a knife itself So cut me open and see whats inside me It's been forever since I've felt like me I want the life I've always wanted to embrace me  The thought of no thoughts and some piece of mind No ocean to drown in, no sea to sweep me away The anchors I once wore Are no more The weight I added has been lifted I can finally Swim to shore   This life's a dream and it is so fucked up The way it tricks you into thinking youre in love Don't wanna live this nightmare anymore so Come and wake me, come and wake me up This life's a dream I wish I'd just wake up To live forever's not the dream I'm dreaming of The thought of dyings like a knife itself So cut me open and see whats inside me