Indecision

I've never fallen off, not quite like this My head is spinning now, my life I will not miss I can't believe that i have come this far I never thought I'd be here today No friends no family The reaper I do not fear My indecision, allowing life to make an incision Controlling every single breath I take Disconnect around me and eat me at my core Life is overwhelming I can't take this anymore I've given my last breath With so much more to give My own mind, has taken away my will to live Im jaded, deranged, and anticipating The worst that is yet to come You cant take this away from me Ive worked too fucking hard for this You cant take away my sanity Ive got so much more left to give No friends, no family The reaper, i do not fear Oh no, help me please Dont let me go out on my own Im so fucking desperate Please dont leave me Dont slip away into the cold Dont let me go Please kill this heartache Please dont leave me