10/17

Look Ima think about it for a few minutes (Uh) I don't know (Yeah) Wanted me to keep it down on the low (Uh) I let it show (Yeah) Sorry that my emotions got the better of me Ima let you know (Yeah) Sorry I really ain't want you to leave But I gotta let you go (Huh) And I gotta ask God, thought that this woulda last (Yeah) Wanted forever and feel like forever just happened so fast (Yeah) Said I been running for you from the jump But I guess you on a different track (Huh) If you really wanna know how I'm feeling right now then go and play this back (Yeah) I got my people asking me what happened and I just tell 'em that it's life (Yeah) I was spiraling way down a rabbit hole 'cause I thought I'd make you my wife (Uh) I know that we suffered a couple a problems but I guess I thought we'd survive (Yeah) And you were worried about the destination while I was worried 'bout the drive And one night or few nights We spoke and settled that it wouldn't work But I'm Praying, just hoping you'd hit me up and say a different word Was it Worth it, all nervous, I swear my mind is getting hella blurred All this Dirt, man all hurt, I just really wanna know how the feelings were stirred yeah I'm just Tossing and turning, maybe the way that things happened ain't right girl I think you stuck in a really dark loop girl But I always hope you're future is bright girl They always telling me for love you fight girl Guess that I'm weak girl Don't see the light girl Guess I was thinking if we didn't make it to day Then we'd make it through another night girl Yeah Sometimes I don't really know what to say I always knew that we were meant to be Guess I really didn't know all the way Yeah, wait I thought we said that we would always stay No matter the white No matter the black Guess that we didn't account for the grey I gave you my time I gave you my mind I gave you my heart You left it behind I loved you so blind You one of a kind And now you the only one I cannot find Felt like I had all the time, in the world with you 'Cause it was pretty timeless, yeah Now I'm feeling mindless, whoa Spreading like a virus, huh It's pretty hard to bounce back when you falling outta love, yeah Why is it hard to find someone who lock it down when it gets rough, yeah I guess we all get a little scared when the journey gets tough, whoa But I know if it's right and it's true then that's always gonna be enough but I needa fall back (Man, fall back) But every minute feel like I wanna call back Every minute feel like I wanna reach out I'm afraid of what you'll say when you talk back Guess that's why I been acting like I'm all that Want you to see that I been doing fine But if you come and take a look inside I guarantee you'll notice that I'm lying But I been trying, yeah tryna forget you Tryna forget everything we could be Wanna forget what all happened between But I wake up hoping that it's a dream Thinking if you're ever thinking of me Still loving you, even when you leave And I guarantee, I would do it all again But you only mine when it's 10/17