who you used to be

I've fallen in the waste Of what I thought had been replaced Inside my mind I hadn't seen her face so long How could I have been so wrong This whole time It's a crime against myself To think so much of someone else Who doesn't even say my name anymore What in all this earth or more Could I still be searching for In you If I had a clue Or knew just what to do It would be done All I need to know for now You let me down You're not the one If I could get outside my mind I'd find I wouldn't mind If I was free Should I give up on our memories Or cherish them And who you used to be