I Feel (feat. Dedyte)

I feel like I'm drowning at the bottom of the ocean And I can't go a single day without losing focus Don't you tell me I'm fine if you don't know what it's like I've been wasting my time trying to hide the signs And I feel like everything is just falling Yeah, took a bullet to the brain, pull it so I have no pain You know what the people say, without that there is no gain Goofed up in my office, can't seem to get off it Looped in, I'm feeling nauseous, brain's numb, being thoughtless Can't walk without falling, sometimes I'm at the end of my rope I'm giving up hope, I'm at the bottom as low as it can go I'm afraid to let you know that I'm depressed Cause I keep it suppressed, that's why the stress inside my head just building up I'm living right inside a nightmare, but Freddy ain't here To wake me up from this terror that I feel every day How can we pray, without feeling way, of everything just falling on us I feel like I'm drowning at the bottom of the ocean And I can't go a single day without losing focus Don't you tell me I'm fine if you don't know what it's like I've been wasting my time trying to hide the signs And I feel like everything is just falling Bloodlust when it gets dark, carving up and ripping my heart out Demons tearing me apart, they still follow me when I fall down I can't get rid of my emotions, I feel sick when I'm in the motions I see red, the red sea, yeah I see bad like I'm drowning under pressure in the ocean Heartache, may I partake in the taking of my life But the dark days and the heartbreak may visit the afterlife I've been crushed, bruised and carved, used my heart, abused But I do still try to tighten noose above high views Put out my views and I won't relight I got more baggage than international, my spirit's tainted I'm thinking irrational even though I know dark thoughts are natural I can't get out of my head, it's collateral damage Like damn it, I'm damned to be panicked, I've had it I'm done with the habits of shattering my ego I'm a fanatic for hurting myself What have I earned, what I earned on a shelf I feel like I'm drowning at the bottom of the ocean And I can't go a single day without losing focus Don't you tell me I'm fine, if you don't know what it's like I've been wasting my time trying to hide the signs I feel like everything is just falling, yeah