Somewhere

I've been somewhere that I'm not supposed to be I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me I feel like I'm going insane, yeah Going insane I feel so soulless, hopeless, knowing nothing about the way you tore it apart Can I go back to the start Maybe most of my missions remained unfinished, but that's okay with me Though lately I haven't had any words for nothing else but myself Sick of living in this hell, can you tell I don't wanna be around anyone right now I'm suffering in silence, I'm covering my eyelids I'm following misguidance, I'm trying to suffice it But I know this pain will go away, just give me another day to straight up my brain I feel insane and sick to my core that I'm not me anymore What do I do coming forth Been trying therapy, but all I see is them giving up on me These songs are feeling like a diary Please just let me dive into the thoughts I've been having as of recently This unknown location, I have been here before Can't seem to find a way out, I don't even know no more I've been somewhere that I'm not supposed to be I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me I feel like I'm going insane, yeah Going insane Let me try this again Hi, I'm Cashlin For the last four years I've felt like an outsider My anxiety's taken over everything, even my relationship with her Now this is a brand new start To change whatever I need To fix the tear inside my heart I'm battling every demon Cause I feel it's needed Don't wanna waste my life just sitting Moping, feeling broken, losing focus Now I'm growing and I feel so alive I survived the deprive of not having anyone in sight I told you I've been somewhere and the truth is helling back Been looking for some closure, it don't matter where I'm at All I know is I am going to the stars From these bars that I've been spitting since '23 I'm 15 now and it feels like a new reality I'm proud of me, now all I see is myself in a new mentality I cut off the so-called friends who had the audacity To roast on my gallery, now it's a fallacy I've been somewhere that I'm not supposed to be I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me I feel like I'm going insane, yeah Going insane