Heaven 17

If I only had a gun I'd leave it back in Georgia And if I had those pills on me I'd chug the bottle for ya But now all I've got Is a forest and all my blood There's a bridge not far from here With an answer in the flood In the dim lights of the club Who knows if I'm a boy or a girl But if you approach me now I'll take you for a whirl I found a man who likes Heaven 17 And now we share a bed But even with his arms around mine There's visions in my head I've got my computer and keys Surrounded by empty bottles And down the street lives an organ That sings out all the gospels It's hard to live in a corpse I want to reject my immortality It didn't take long to realize That God's gifts are not for me So if you find me someday All rotting under saw palm fronds Don't you worry about bringing me back Because I'm already gone