Floating

My body sinks through thick-mudI wanna grasp something but just cannotI fell my end and I see myself deadWhile the waves dask-over my headGasp for breath, sink deeper -n- deeperThe light glimmers hardly and much more palerMy body grows weary, I don't feel painEvery trouble seems to be far awayLife before my eyesNo one can tell me liesI will see the secretThe question: Is it the beginning or is it the end?The press of the mud is embrace nowI don't wanna be back and don't know howI lost the sight of light, I can't see the surfaceMy new home is the restfull space