And Then Forgotten

"everything is alright" you said"it was all just a joke" you smiledand I felt happy, I felt releasedbut as I woke this dream did ceaseyet Carcassonne was never so farSandra and a swastikait's all so dog damned realyour words cut me downwake me when it's overI see you in the mirror lying naked on the bedyou closed your eyes and dreams take you away"everything is alright" she said"it was only a joke" she laughedI felt so happy, I felt releasedbut as I woke the dream deceivedI mess up the days of the weekthe radio rocks me to poisoned sleepI see you in the mirror lying naked on the bedyou closed your eyes and dreams take you awaywhy do I so often think about what could have beenwhen it is not