When I Die

I'm feeling dead again I'm stuck inside my bed I can't remember when I could escape my head And when I die, I'll come alive for the first time in my life I'll step outside into the light like it's for the first time in my life I'll drink my days away just so I can have some fun I can't take the pain away, so I try and make it numb And when I die, I'll come alive for the first time in my life I'll step outside into the light like it's for the first time in my life