When Do I? (feat. Elo Kay & Convent Bonfires)

When do I get to be? How you gonna look at me? How you gonna talk of me? I'm just an anomaly Don't fit in your melody My rhythm is menace for the people that I really love I wish I could tell you all my secrets that I really hold But it hurts that’s the reason that I hold it on The scars on my body that you never seen I can take you places, I'm afraid to be honest Are you gonna love me when I tell you what I wanna? When do I get to be honest? When do I get to say something that matters? Be honest When do I get to be honest? When do I get to be honest? When do I get to say something that matters Be real When do I get to be honest? When do I get to be honest? When do I get to say something that matters? Be honest When do I get to be honest? When do I get to be honest? When do I get to say something that matters? Be real When do I get to be honest? When do I get to be? When do I get to be honest? When do I get to say something that matters? Be honest When do I get to be honest? When do I get to be honest? When do I get to say something that matters? Be real When do I get to be honest? When do I get to be? When do I get to be? When do I get to be? When do I, when do I, when do I get to be? When do I get to be? When do I get to be? When do I get to be? When do I, when do I, when do I get to be? God I've been lying about me and you I just felt if I did it I would be close to you Then my life would be perfect when they look me I didn’t know it was venom in my deeper skin I've been searching for someone who could rescue me Someone I could trust like your body when you died for it But a church only smiles and never talks hurt It’s a place I should cry and not act fake But I feels like I hide what I feel inside Every time I am around in this paradise Adam and Eve the apple got us traumatized I don't even why I am hiding but I really try It’s scary when you feel like you're locked up Never can speak up feeling like a mess I know I was born for more made for more Lord heal my soul When do I get to be honest? When do I get to say something that matters? Be honest When do I get to be honest? When do I get to be honest? When do I get to say something that matters? Be real When do I get to be honest? When do I get to be? When do I get to be honest? When do I get to say something that matters? Be honest When do I get to be honest? When do I get to be honest? When do I get to say something that matters? Be real When do I get to be honest? When do I get to be? When do I get to be? When do I get to be? When do I, when do I, when do I get to be? When do I get to be? When do I get to be? When do I get to be? When do I, when do I, when do I get to be?